I have came across few lives who are opportunists. I made a mistake, or perhaps mistakes by befriending them, thinking that they might change one day, to be better people. I helped them to a certain extend so that I would like them to know that people still care. But, it was all a waste of time, money, energy and spirit.
Sometimes, you just cant expect people to change although on their own. Some of them will never change. Some of them will always be opportunists, in a negative way, obviously, until they are heavily burdened with debts and they just die.
Talk about money, hell have I lost almost it all because of these people whom, excuse me, I used the term 'friends'. 2 sore friends just dropped out of kutu just like that, right after they received their turn. Then they decided to just change the number and enjoy the money as if its theirs. If i just follow my brutal heart, i would just haram the money. easier.
For some, namely Azzee and Amir, I am like their 24-hour bank, no need guarantor. They only come to me when they need shelter, free food and money or even transportation, as if I own a charity center. They only remember me when they are in trouble, financially to be exact. They only remember me starting from mid of the month till end of the month, before they get their pay. But after they get their salary, I am no longer exist, at least for the next 10 days before they come back crawling.
These selfish and idiotic people lever learn from the mistakes that they have done and they still keep on doing it. When they get their salary, they dont remember the ground. They don't remember anything. They only know how to have fun.
They would wine and dine at expensive places, have coffee and muffins at Coffee Bean or Starbucks for that matter, shop at MNG or TopShop, go buy makeups, even have the intention of changing handphones, drive here and there like there's no tomorrow and what not. For azzee, i lended her that phone. But she kinda forgotten that its my phone.
What they forget is, they can't afford that. no they don't. But they would like to taste what high end life is like. they can taste it once and thats it. but they like to taste it every single month as if they are rich. they would just spend their time effortlessly, without having to think that there are other responsibilities and priorities on their shoulders. If they are wondering how on earth did i manage to know about their wellbeings, just put it this way. People have eyes. People can see. People tell.
They want a nice car, a nice house but they cant afford to pay. Why cant they just behave according to what they earn? For azzee, i have seen her family. I have been to her house. I have been to cikpon's house. So why trying so much to look like you are somebody's rich? Why must pretend? Why cant u guys lead a normal life like any other couple who do not earn that much? And, why cikpon is still not working?
What they forget is, my second point, to pay back what they have borrowed. Oh no.. they don't remember that. What they do remember is, by the 12th, I will be broke again so I will go back to my money lender. Borrow more money. Add it up to the sum. Pile it up. Make it higher. Make it more difficult for you to pay back.
They only know how to enjoy life. They know nothing about saving money and living their life according to what they earn and what they can afford. They live by the day. Gruesome people they are.
I think I may put a stop to this. I want to be mean and strict from now on. No more helping these people who will never learn and who will take advantage on people. I want to see them suffer by their own doings from now on. I will not help.
By 25th, if Azzee failed to pay me back $1k as she promised, I will bring a lorry to pick up the rest of the furniture. This time, I dare to do it.
Enough suffering. I helped the wrong people. I am nice to the wrong people. No more.
